flustered

i feel like i'm being stepped on.

by what though? books? those are quite heavy, i must add.
maybe it's just ideas implanted in my mind.
maybe i'm overthinking
maybe ...i just hope my instinct serves me right.

confusion
shot down
put down

excuse me, i have a headache.

6 week grades coming up.

mom wants so much more.

what was supposed to be a dream come true,
seems an utter nightmare.
medusa's box, alluring and all,
unravelling ,evolving, escalating.

all or nothing, why can't there be a gray middle?

assertion
ascertain

don't you dare.

caesar, brutus
what role do i partake?
i don't know, i don't know.
i just hope that this isn't an allusion
but just merely rash thoughts
the product of tension, stress, and pressure.

how do i live up?