i'm pretty lost right now. i sound annoying. i sound like a drama queen. i know there's people worst off than me. but i feel like a failure. i feel like i've done all that i could to succeed. i feel like if this is what my best is, then why bother trying and wasting my time. i don't know what to invest my time in. i guess you could say i'm conflicted. i know i'm much better than this.
do i really?
why did i set myself up for a challenge that i'm obviously not capable of overcoming, accomplishing,...
the future freaks me out. i need closure. i need comfort. i need to vent. i need to be good at something. i need to succeed. i need so much more than i can get.
i'm trying, trying ,trying, trying. and this is where i'm at. pretty pathetic.
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