i have issues

i can't let go. so much has happened in the past week that i'm still trying to comprehend; i haven't even fully grasped everything yet. in the end, it all comes down to a battle between the heart and the mind - so cliche ,i know, but it happens. you've come and go as you pleased. i let it go, let it happen again. i honestly don't know why. [that's a lie] sometimes, i wished that idgaf. but i do. time after time.